about everything. Love is not real, infatuation is real, but true love is not.
Once I finally accept the reality that true love will never exsist, that I will never be happy with one person for the rest of my life, that men will come and go, in and out of my life as long as I shall live, will I truly be happy and find eternal comfort and peace within life. I suppose I am destined to cling to whomever has the most interest and dedication towards me at the moment. Settling is no longer an option, perhaps one day I will develop the skill of resistance to getting attatched to people, but for now I will settle with the next best thing.

Only I matter to myself from now on. Everyone is just a pawn in my game of life, if you enhance my happiness, I will keep you. If you put a damper on my parade, I will leave you behind. This is the new me, this is my new life.

searching through the “people you may know” and adding all the cute d00ds that pop up.

Haw haw.

In exactly 60 days, my life will be complete.
I finally get to see City&Colour live, and I can feel in my heart that it will be the absolute most magical day I will ever experience. About 1,000 times more magical then the day of my wedding and at least 100 times more magical then the birth of my first child. Dallas Green means more to me then anyone else ever will. Except for my mom and brother, but more then ANYONE ELSE EVERRRRR.

Do me.

I sought after, after reasons to stay.
I was lost, I was lost.
Then the sky turned black,
And the rains poured down.
I was waiting, waiting to be found. Oh, no.